As a person who suffers from several mental illnesses, I have to strongly disagree. The internet is not a place for nutcases.

The internet is one giant daycare where millions of parents abandoned their children, then the staff left, the children formed their own system of government based on basic, primal urges, and now they're running around smashing everything, crying and screaming when they don't get their way, and trying to reason with each other by yelling "NO!" repeatedly, and getting into slap-fights.

THAT is what the internet is.

"Life is a playground -or nothing" I want to know someone's first thought of that quote?

I am getting that tattooed on me for person reasons. But I want to know if my personal interpretation is far off of others interpretation of the text. I know what it means to me but I would like a second opinion. It is from the movie "Mr. Nobody". Thanks in advance for an opinion!

I wanna kill myself?

Everyone around me is so selfish, family especially. They're always angry at me no matter what I do or how hard I tried. It's been 3 years and all I did in those years is work, school and do things for people. I haven't gone out or had fun day in forever. They want me to do everything at the same time perfectly with my mouth shut. Every time I try to complain everyone turns against not that they are not against me already. Every bad thing that happens they blame it on me. No matter what I do I'm never good enough for them. The only time they show me some love is when I start doing something, and when I'm half way done with doing their things, they look at me up and down as if nothing. I'm so tired, that's how my whole life been. My dad abandoned me when I was 7 everyone turns rested me as if they can't wait for me to disappear. Many nights I would go to sleep crying and when I would close my eyes that was the only time where I would find some peace. But now not even when I sleep I can find peace, every time I close my eyes I get nightmares. I'm so tired I can't do this anymore, I kept lying to myself saying it will all be better just keep trying, just this one more time and it's only getting worse. Life is so not worth living, I only wish had the courage to do it. I want to do it so bad but I'm afraid of the pain, I'm afraid that if it doesn't work then idk. I wish I could hire someone to do it for me. Why is so much to ask to have some in my life that is not selfish.