Update : Please suggest some of your favorite books to read that would make me cry.

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I want to read something like this. There should not be any happy ending though. Something really dark on the verge of insanity.

??? Are you asking about the situation in your country at this moment, or are you asking about identity documents at some point in history? If so please state the country and approximate date.

How to read a doctor's handwriting?

A couple of year back, my friend and I were discussing about how bad a doctor's handwriting is, and my friend who took up pharmacy (and was studying at that time), said that they she has a book on how to decipher doctor's handwriting since it was required in her course. She even brought it to me. I forgot the title now, but I believe it wasn't shorthand (I took up Gregg and Pitman in college) nor was it graphology. I also checked inside the book and it did not show certain contractions or symbols that doctors used but rather an in-depth writing style and pattern they used. Can anyone tell what this book is and where I can find it?

I find it often helps to act out dialogue before you write it. If I just sit and type it out, it comes across as flat and wooden, but acting it out can bring more life and personality to the scene. You can act it out alone or with others (I find that alone works best for me, but I know some people might find it odd to act out scenes by themselves!) Put yourself in the mindset of the characters and imagine how they would be feeling.

When you come to write the scene, you need to mix dialogue with description. Speech should be interesting if you're doing it right, but still, most writers do provide dialogue breaks, which can describe what the characters are doing or feeling. Think about what you do when you're angry, or what people in fights do - they don't just stand still with their hands by their sides. Reading some argument/fight scenes or just general dialogue in published books might also help you to understand how to structure the scene.